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So buff!

Had a doctor appointment and got measurements taken at the gym today. My blood pressure is the worst thing wrong with me...because it's slightly too low at 98/70. And as far as measurements, I'm down 8 lbs. of fat in the…
Save your prayers - give me science

One of the things you do with an obsessive mental illness is control your environment (thanks to Kay Abshire for tips on that). I have done so, removing all things that may set me off. However, this morning I inadverte…
Looking back

Tonight I watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind with an old friend. I wound up getting very emotional. At first I thought I was panicking, but this felt differently. My mind was going a mile a minute, but I coul…
Lazy NES thread

Today is some of the first down time I've had in a while. I actually slept in! In the interest of being as lazy a slug as possible today, I've decided to spend the bulk of the daylight hours revisiting old NES games. I…
Out of my comfort zone, into adventure

Am going dancing tonight. I don't mean dancing like flailing about and grinding on as many other people as possible with techno in the background - I mean like Salsa, Merengue, Bachata, etc. Y'know...real frakking danc…
I'm on a shirt! Also, Hitchens wrote us a letter

Saw this on someone walking past me today and about did a double take. Still feels like I'm dreaming living this crazy life. Will post a mega entry with pics from the event on the way home on Monday. Christopher Hitche…
I kissed a girl and I liked it

With the exception of one blip, mirrors have reflected a normal image ever since Saturday night. It's so strange to not have my heart race at the prospect of seeing my reflection. It's odd not to have my weight always o…
High-functioning crazies, represent!

Catherine Zeta-Jones has come out as a diagnosed bipolar II. In sharing her experience, the actress put a very public face on a mental illness experienced by millions. The key indicator of bipolar II, experts say, is a c…
Reprieve

Was getting ready for bed just now and the mirror reflection looked normal. I didn't look fat. I can't stop crying, I'm so happy. This has happened on two other occasions, and both times the reprieve was only temporary.…
I can make you man!

Given my success at the gym lately, this is fairly fitting... Jen McCreight provided this suggestion via twitter before karaoke the other night, and I thought it was a winner. Aaaaaaaaaaaand here's me singing stuff a ba…